I pray for **** ‘cause their dad’s sick I pray for Caleb and Cameron and Patrick I pray for strength to just accept that it’s all ashes, [REDACTED] is dead, you can stop fucking asking [REDACTED] EMOTIONS, it could’ve been a movement If we moved like them rich kids y’all love to move with Instead I’m 26 just thinking what am I doing? All these feelings I don’t know what to do with I was so fuckin’ zooted I was thinking I was dead, man At 19 they put a piece to my head, man For three weeks I couldn’t get out of bed, man Bossed up, but was never same again, man Shit could get tragic, this music is magic, I’m fumbling a bad bitch Pass me the blunt and I face it Fuck the truth, I can’t face it I used to wanna just make shit Now I’m just praying I make it I’m seeing bigger amounts I used to sleep on a couch Was hungry, my stomach would growl Got what I wanted now I’m full of doubt Yeah I’m full of doubt I’m full of doubt

You wanted me to wear a Scream mask for Halloween last year And I agreed ‘cause I thought it might hide my fear You always hated when I brushed your hair behind your ear (Out of the darkness, out of the darkness, out of the dark) I would never take shots at you, that’s what I promised you Just not sure what I should do, moving through my room and I walk through you Staring at the wall but I talk to you, couldn’t sleep if I wanted to Do you feel haunted too? Do you feel haunted too? Do you feel haunted too? Bitch, I’m haunted Bitch, I’m haunted Scared of what’s next, I think I’m possessed Thought I saw your face, felt pain in my chest Bitch, I’m haunted Bitch, I’m haunted Guess this what I wanted Can I make amends and put this to rest? Alone in my bed, I’m thinking I’m dead Bitch, I’m haunted Bitch, I’m haunted Bitch, I’m haunted (x4) Your shadow in the corner every day Burn some palo santo, burn some sage I try to meditate, I try to pray None of that will make you go away You used to always ask what I wanted from you And I guess I never told the truth When it served me that’s when I wanted you Pulled you back in just to be used Maybe it was me who haunted you Do you feel haunted too? Do you feel haunted too? Do you feel haunted too? Bitch, I’m haunted Bitch, I’m haunted Scared of what’s next, I think I’m possessed Thought I saw your face, felt pain in my chest Bitch, I’m haunted Bitch, I’m haunted Guess this what I wanted Can I make amends and put this to rest? Alone in my bed, I’m thinking I’m dead Bitch, I’m haunted Bitch, I’m haunted Bitch, I’m haunted (x?)

Pressed juice and pressed pills Got a little bit of money, I’m depressed still Puke in the Uber, cry in the shower Cry in the Uber, puke in the shower I got heavy eyelids, I’m like Billie Eilish Go to bed, get up, it’s on to the next crisis I got heavy eyelids, I’m like Billie Eilish Go to bed, get up, it’s on to the next crisis I paid to lie to a therapist, I lie to God when I pray Yeah I cling to false narratives until my last dying day I just wait for the days to be over I hate every day that I spend sober Every night I’m plastered, every morning’s a disaster Every morning’s a disaster I’m just always trying to find that something I just always gotta find that something I just always gotta find that something Something, something Look, I never got nothing to say Been drinking for multiple days I learned to lie a long time ago To make everything seem OK She want me dead, I can’t blame her I’m dead inside, I can’t save her Conversations; gotta pray first She looking at me like I’m a stranger But I know what that look in her eye is She’s tired she knows when I’m lying But I got plenty disguises And plenty of comfort in vices I got heavy eyelids, I’m like Billie Eilish Go to bed, get up, it’s on to the next crisis I got heavy eyelids, I’m like Billie Eilish Go to bed, get up, it’s on to the next crisis

Wearing your [REDACTED] gold chain, your [REDACTED] pills for the pain We pop champagne every day, yeah East Hollywood, pull the drapes, pass the K, can’t feel my face Every day it’s the same, yeah You were always there when I needed New Year’s Eve I took too much and I begged you not to leave me Thought you didn’t need me All those times you drove to see me, now it’s months without speaking I saw a Jennifer’s Body poster outside the bar where we used to drink And every time I write a new song I can’t help but wonder what you’d think I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I thought you were stronger than me I love you, I love you, the way that my God loves me Rainstorm, black Honda Accord Shaky hands, up till four, railing lines on the floor, yeah I might hit the weed just to calm down But if I hit the weed I ain’t coming down There’s the curb where we sat when it was all foreign Lorde, tennis courts, peach wine, Channel Orange It was 2022, I made it 2014 for you Made you disappear when I didn’t need you anymore, yeah I don’t blame you if you hate me for it I’m to blame and I hate me for it Maybe it’ll be a story when we’re forty Till then I’ll do my best to make up for it I hope you find whatever makes you happy and that your wildest dreams come true You know I can’t watch Paris, Texas without thinking about you I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I thought you were stronger than me I love you, I love you, the way that my God loves me I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I thought you were stronger than me I love you, I love you, the way that my God loves me

Percocet, molly, percocet Molly, can I marry you? Molly, you’re the best Percocet, molly, percocet Molly, you know that I love you but sometimes I wish we never met Percocet, molly, percocet Molly, can I marry you? Molly, you’re the best Percocet, molly, percocet Molly, you know that I love you but sometimes I wish we never met Molly, can I see you when your man’s not there? I love your short skirts and your long blonde hair I saw you at the party and I couldn’t help my stare Molly, I’ll leave her for you, I’m not scared Percocet, molly, percocet Molly, can I marry you? Molly, you’re the best Percocet, molly, percocet Molly, you know that I love you but sometimes I wish we never met I feel like you wouldn’t care if I died You look the same when you lie You say you can’t stop, but have you tried? You look the same when you lie, you look the same when you lie I feel like you wouldn’t care if I died You look the same when you lie You say you can’t stop, but have you tried? You look the same when you lie, you look the same when you lie Percocet, molly, percocet Molly, can I marry you? Molly, you’re the best Percocet, molly, percocet Molly, you know that I love you but sometimes I wish we never met Molly, don’t blame me, I’m just trying to be a man Your pretty face is sullen with your eyes all black Just wait here in the car until I get back Molly, don't you know I hate it when you look at me like that? I feel like you wouldn’t care if I died You look the same when you lie You say you can’t stop, but have you tried? You look the same when you lie, you look the same when you lie I feel like you wouldn’t care if I died I’m sick of the same old replies You say you can’t stop, but have you tried? It’s not the same when you’re high, I miss the light in your eyes

I can be anything you want I can post that new meme with a new font, new font Waking up alone in them white sheets Gotta sneak past the roommates, they don’t like me Losers in my mentions, really they just like me I’m post-everything, bitch I post everything I just sleep, never dream Just sent your girl another meme Think I drove my girl insane and that’s why she had to leave I just need another shot, I just need another drink Sipping, texting in the car, hit the crib and go to sleep Wanna go to the show? I don’t wanna go alone Cracked screen on my phone ‘cause I dropped it on the floor Oh, that’s your friend, right? The e-girl who’s a DJ? I post everything, bitch I’m post-everything And did you tell her what I did? And how I acted like a scared little kid? I wouldn’t blame you if you did ‘Cause in the end I guess I did what I did

The lights came on in the club There’s the spot where you held me while I was throwing up I know my words aren't enough But maybe if I sing to you you might just soften to the touch I watched you while you talked on the phone You’re so much stronger than you know It’s getting late, I should go home Think of me, think of me when you’re alone I shouldn’t act like this, I’m full grown I love you so much more than you’ll know Arm around you backstage at the show Think of me, think of me when you’re alone We’ve both got places to be There’s still so much more to see I love you baby but I’m begging you, I’m begging you please Please don’t wait up for me, lying liability There’s no need to wait and see, focus on that thin reprieve I got something just for me, something that you shouldn’t see Nodding off on that couch like I was seventeen So please don’t wait up for me, lying liability There’s no need to wait and see, just focus on that thin reprieve Just go on, go on, go on kid Just go on, go on, go on Just go on, go on, go on kid Just go on, go on, go on Think of me, think of me, until the love is gone Think of me how I was on that Gravitron Think of me, think of me, until the love is gone Think of me how I was on that Gravitron Summer night in New York I thought I was safe because I knew that you’d never been here before It’s been lifetimes maybe more But you’re still as beautiful as when we were shooting up on tile floor You got a job and a man in the city I don’t believe you when you say you miss me Pull my sleeve past the marks so you can’t see I’m happy for you baby but I think I gotta leave I shouldn’t act like this, I’m full grown I love you so much more than you’ll know Arm around you backstage at the show Think of me, think of me when you’re alone We’ve both got places to be There’s still so much more to see I love you baby but I’m begging you, I’m begging you please Please don’t wait up for me, lying liability There’s no need to wait and see, focus on that thin reprieve I got something just for me, something that you shouldn’t see Nodding off on that couch like I was seventeen So please don’t wait up for me, lying liability There’s no need to wait and see, just focus on that thin reprieve Just go on, go on, go on kid Just go on, go on, go on Just go on, go on, go on kid Just go on, go on, go on Think of me, think of me, until the love is gone Think of me how I was on that Gravitron Think of me, think of me, until the love is gone Think of me how I was on that Gravitron

I love doing damage to my body ‘Cause feeling bad, well it’s just like my favorite hobby And everybody I love says, “whatchu doin’ Bobby?” And I say I’m fine ‘cause I don’t want no one to stop me Yeah I met this actress from the downtown scene She was cool, she was smart, she knew Eugene Just chopping it up, she saif she's getting her degree and that she's only 18 OK, it’s time to leave, like I’m a little too fucked up, I don’t really know what’s up Need to call a Lyft, need to get picked up Yeah, I’m a little too fucked up I’m really thankful for the love you’ve shown to me Driving home from the beach, getting sand on the seat, yeah I was loaded and I showed you my beats and you said they were neat That was golden to me Greatest director alive, yeah I just turned 25, yeah Thinking that I shouldn’t drive, yeah I think I could ruin my life, yeah It’s [REDACTED] on the chest, Ember & Mikey never text But I still rep the set, yeah Echo Park and Sunset, Street Level where we all met Now I’m up at Prado every night just getting wrecked LA party at a mansion, chop it up with Daniel Lopatin It’s Catholic girls doing coke in the bathroom This whole city’s gonna burn like mad soon Guess I better let my homies know we dumb tight I just need to get my mental, get my bucks right I need a crib I need a whip I need a fun night And that Los Angeles Apparel girl in just tights I need some new friends, I need a lint roller I need some money for rehab, but like a nice one I always fumble the bag, my crew like, “nice one” Hit me if you’re a crypto millionaire, we trying to find one I been missing birthdays, I been missing BeReals Been fucking up in the worst ways, yeah, I been skipping all three meals, yeah I was watching Black Country, New Road off some shrooms and a margarita And I couldn’t stop thinking about how much I need you I swear I really need you I love doing damage to my body ‘Cause feeling bad, well it’s just like my favorite hobby And everybody I love says, “whatchu doin’ Bobby?” And I say I’m fine ‘cause I don’t want no one to stop me

He’s got good plans, He’s got good plans for me So I will take heart in deserts and gardens He’s got good plans, He’s got good plans for me If I know my Father, I know my Father

Staring at myself in the mirror Why am I here? Why am I here? Think vodka lost it’s fun, need something clearer Why am I here? Why am I here? I was drunk Nightswimming in the ocean Pop a Xan not to drown in emotions A stone don’t float in the ocean Think I’m only fear, think I’m only fear (Looking at myself in the mirror x4) You’re listening to [REDACTED] Radio My dad resuscitates babies dying My girl’s an angel, wish I could right my wrongs My dad peels bodies off the pavement I write funny songs, I write funny songs Will I find my way? God willing Am I capable of change? God willing There’s only one way, God willing Love finds a way, God willing Will I find my way? God willing Am I capable of change? God willing There’s only one way, God willing Love finds a way, God willing Got a Xanny, got an Addy, I’ll take both of them Little baddie brought a friend, I’ll take both of them Little boy you ain’t no alpha, go sit over there She said she want my full attention, guess it’s over then I thank God for every day that I’m sober I pray for Ye, Bam Margera, and Conor Oberst Swear all those bars turned me NPC Big Pharma can’t stop me, it’s rap game Morrissey, yeah There’s still so much more to see I want to be all of me So much love in my life I swear I won the lotto God willing I’m never going back to Prado I was just waiting for you (x4) My dad resuscitates babies dying My girl’s an angel, wish I could right my wrongs My dad peels bodies off the pavement I write funny songs, I write funny songs Will I find my way? God willing Am I capable of change? God willing There’s only one way, God willing Love finds a way, God willing Will I find my way? God willing Am I capable of change? God willing There’s only one way, God willing Love finds a way, God willing